ok today yea right chemistry ... great i try so hard to love you and yet you push me away , i dont understand you and you dont understand so ...

know what chemistry, two and half hours there doing nothing ... guess what i was thinking about you thinking why things whould happen like this ... u don't know feb 14 i just want you to give me 15 mins , u know we don't really have much fate ,im trying so hard to grab a chance and u just slept it like arrgh ... i waited there 45 mins ok ... nevermind the next day , i rushing to your house and yet i just called you once ... ONCE and u get mad with me awwwww u know that day you successed to break my NOT fragile is fcking cool ever heart . YES YOU DID IT ! im trying not to blame you blame me that i so stupid doing all this thing ... i told myself learn how to love someone without expecting something in return , i FAILED ....

i'm done man i'm done , i had enough i had enough ...

if you really come back to me , im afraid that i can't do it because u come back is like bringing back the disappointment ...man i got to stop or else i will drop my precious tears =(

take this TT~TT v