ok yup damn fucking long didn't update my blog
i was fucking busy recently when the holidays started
Holiday started and i didn't get into bed b4 3am
crazy right ? about like 4 to 5 days my pimples gonna issshhhh

ok this post point is im gonna stop
seriously i don't think convey my feeling here would makes me feel better or help me
it's not helping me every single things ...
know what im not desperately for something but i know something just desperately make me down
but i know u all did bring me down Yes YOU ALL fucking did it ! congratz
but i fucking know that im more than your words !
i really did cry seriously , i don't  think it shame or what
just know i had a fucking different uncomman problems or experience ?
well i think i really need to stop blog and get this time to solve or do what i've to
good bye man u really did those days


and last last ...i just don't get it why you this people thought yourself was right and yet still need to complain for everyone ? least i know i got no wrong and i will be fucking steady enough that i know this bad would bring good one day

ok here i come , come back again
today right having fun talking with friends and i wanna say dota really makes my day feel so great just like she breaking my heart , feel alone at home , feel bored or what dota really accompany for so long but if no those friends right mayb it wouldn't much fun :) right friends are important ...
know what he used to be my best best friend but now , hmmm i don't know why , just seeing him keep on avoiding me ? may be because of another him , better don't saying me bad at somebodys' back u will get what u paid for it , i don't use to do that and udon't deserve to do :D

omg still wanna talking about you cause you really can't get off my mind ...really ... really . i saw you today standing up from your seat and you staring at me but with the anger eyes , i don't know why that time just feeling so sad when looking you but i know right you sure mad with something cause no one would mad at something without any reason right ?

today i watched TAKERS on pps . great movie cause got T.I , christ brown and paul walker  LOL great actor :) thus the movie definitely cool

C:

Great today miracle ! i saw her like twice ? awwwwwww but there's one i think , everytime i saw her i getting very serious depressing feeling ... gosh weird right ?

ok talking about my test today ... my biology essay was like WTF hhahaha i feel funny when i read through it but malay =.= i just simply wrote it then after 10 mins was times up :O and i collect my rows one paper all damn fcking long .___. so how ? fail it la LOL

guess what im getting lifeless online whole day and doing nothing , cause i keep blame fate never arrange us much together so u know ? just wanna to see you online and i feel thats enough for me but i know right now is exam week so i couldn't blame anyone anything

all the best for you :D

^^v

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I'm bored !
guess what i didn't study about my biology D:
i might be class of superhero LOL

but her replys makes my day weeeeeeeeeeeee :D
i have nothing to say ewwwwwwwwww


bye =D

Arghhhhhh today is saturday damn is exam week ... no band slacking all the time in front on computer ,keep on refreshing my facebook , searching a better look profile for my blog ....

editing a blog isn't easy and it was really like WTF ... i was hardly to figure out how to editing the blog but at last my blog if halfly done =D weeeeeeeeeeeee
oh great using so much time to editting my blog but my study ? goshhhhhhhhhh i not even study at all ! then is gonna say goodbye to my biology subject D=

okay ... again ... i miss you again ... damn why this thing keep happen on me D: i can't even stop missing you
haizzzzz oh yea my headache isn't recover yet ..... Larry you take us go to that park is killing me
i think today my english is like really rojak ... don't wanna continue to write it le headache headache !

bye D:

ok today yea right chemistry ... great i try so hard to love you and yet you push me away , i dont understand you and you dont understand so ...

know what chemistry, two and half hours there doing nothing ... guess what i was thinking about you thinking why things whould happen like this ... u don't know feb 14 i just want you to give me 15 mins , u know we don't really have much fate ,im trying so hard to grab a chance and u just slept it like arrgh ... i waited there 45 mins ok ... nevermind the next day , i rushing to your house and yet i just called you once ... ONCE and u get mad with me awwwww u know that day you successed to break my NOT fragile is fcking cool ever heart . YES YOU DID IT ! im trying not to blame you blame me that i so stupid doing all this thing ... i told myself learn how to love someone without expecting something in return , i FAILED ....

i'm done man i'm done , i had enough i had enough ...

if you really come back to me , im afraid that i can't do it because u come back is like bringing back the disappointment ...man i got to stop or else i will drop my precious tears =(

take this TT~TT v

Wow Hey !!! wth ? hey to who no one will really read my blog even my blog site i think no one knows :O
but greatsssss im going to start my very 1st blogggg :D

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i wanna say whats wrong with this love thinggy i never sorry to you also and yet treat me like im the one who need to bear those sad things up ... haiz i wonder why you would treat me same at the 1st time ...

things that im always wonder
i confess to you and u reply " prove to you" ?
im trying to do alot alot alot of things but why its like argh something either you don't me to or the fate just had a cruel way of putting things away ... know what you and him get together recently .. u know right ?! jealous kills me )':
i don't know why loves are cruel . if you rival in love was your best friend , get ready to decide what is more important -- the love or the person ...
i'm scare i will kill myself if i keep going so i stopped and don't wanna go deeper again unless you lead me ..

ok stop to talking about love
oh fuck damn it i got friendship problem
arrrghhh hell don't wanna care la , one day they will know im worthy enough to be their friend

ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz its exam week and im still not study WTF im dont wan get last and i dont wan LOSE HIM ... know what nowsaday i feel like im a failure ... what i lost recently is too much really much for me but i believe failure stands tall one day i will ... i will

gonna stop here byeeeee gonna click "PUBLISH POST" then click "X" .
BYE ! wait ... THAT GUAILAN LARRY INFLUENCE ME TO BLOG , OH NOT BAD LA CAN CONVEY MY FEELING

tata ><v